Of religion...

Often people who are actually  open to God, are generally the one`s suspected of the most awful crime of hypocrisy. Many within the walls of the Vatican which in a sense is the most terrible thing one can say about  people who love God. Ones who profess to love Him beyond measure. Let me re-iterate-these are the folks who actually commit many crimes against God under cover. What hypocrisy.Why this thought? Because war is raging everywhere and the Pope does nothing.

I would certainly was born a Catholic-that is my religion, however, I am not that. My faith is "God", not believing, but actually "knowing within" without hesitation this truth is my true religion. Thus God under one or thousands or millions of names is God. So, my religion encompasses Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism, Islam as well as many other belief systems, including all the mythological beliefs. Who has the truth?  They all do. The sad part is that they all want to divide, not unite and in the name of love for God.

Rumi said it well:

I am  not Christian or Jew or Muslim, not Hindu, Buddhist, Sufi, or Zen. Not any religion or cultural system. I am not from the east or the west, not out of the ocean or up from the ground, not natural or ethereal, not composed of elements at all. I do not exist, am not an entity in this world or the next, did not descend from Adam and Eve or any origin story. My place is the placeless, a trace of the traceless. Neither body or soul. I belong to the beloved, have seen the two worlds as one and that one call to and know, first, last, outer, inner, only that breath breathing human being.

In my apartment I have images of many religions, not as idols but as reminders of God. I say  "I like to keep my bases covered"- all the major and minor ones. God -is- God -is- God--the Alpha and Omega, the Eternal, the Supreme Consciousness, the "ALL" that ever "IS' , "WAS" and "WILL EVER BE".

So what is my point? Apart from this "God" consciousness, well it is a sort of balancing of my mind relating to why I am actually here, or as to my mission which often is very clear, yet at time is a dark abyss which  makes me feel ever so awful  and inconsequential in the scheme of things. True, we are all in a sense rather unimportant, but maybe not. Why? Because each soul was created for a purpose for  God is a purposeful Creator and a reasonable one. However, mostly we do not see the forest from the trees or the trees from the forest it dosn`t mean that there is no divine plan. We are blessed with the nature and grace of God that is what is termed for me as  "His image and likeness". I think some religions confuse this, and take it quite literally.

 I know I seem to be rather confused at times--moment by moment. It is my humanity shining  through, my free will and my war with my ego--whom is a real tough cookie. And a bloody hard adversary at times, one is one`s worst enemy. 

Yes, this is a real problem, especially when I rather expect things- to happen , to be answered to be reciprocated  -which disappoint me greatly.  ......to be continued an an other venue, as I don`t want to get into boiling water.