Inconsistency

One would tend to think that human nature proceeds on a straight line forward in development on the learning curve. Like from point A to point B and so forth in a straight line towards enlightenment. That seems to be the logical route, to reach the destination but often it is not.  We seem to go through endless exercises what I would call, ”all ado about nothing”, also at times we do things that are totally contradictory to “creatures with soul”. By this I mean we are so inconsistent with our behaviour, or maybe another description would be, disloyalty to ourselves—to our very humanity.We so easily become tired and bored of things including relationships. We hold nothing sacred and have become the throwaway generation--"if we don`t like it we throw it away". There is no value to anything including emotions these days--yet the "new vibrational state", that claims "love and light" as its very anthem, seem to be emerging more and more into the darkness, the antithesis of the very words of the awakening process into higher realms of consciousness. How ironic is this?

Perhaps it is in our nature simply to become bored with situations easily, discouraged at the first signs of hard work or having a short attention span. Maybe this comes with chronological age or perhaps actual soul age or steadfastness of ego as we seem to become more hard and callous with time—Or perhaps just lessons that need to be learnt, or actual karma—but I don`t think it is that because in reality how much can a soul learn in one lifetime, not very much I would think.  I think these neutral or negative actions are the manifestations of the lacking of light within spirit. Very few, like saints and sages maybe able to let go of these traits of ego, but they are a few indeed few. They are the sacred in this world radiating unconditional love. Sadly—most of us do not fit into the sacred category.

What do I actually mean? In my case, which is possibly very normal, as I doubt I am not unique in creation, though we each would like to think that we are different—but we are not. Any situation that we face has been faced before, we just think that we are the only one to face the tantamount tragedies and comedies that our lives have to offer. We think we loved the most, loved the deepest, loved the hardest--we were part of the greatest love story ever told. We whole heartedly believe that we lost the most,  suffered the most, hurt the most and above all that we are special and there is no other creature like us. This is the greatest of ego`s illusions--as we are a simple speck in the eye of the Creator.

 No, we are not special at all—we are all in the same boat going through the same paces of so called, ”living” I have to admit we are also great liars, cheats and  the most disloyal  to situations at a drop of  a hat, and hurt the one`s we love the most-just for the sake of feeding our ego.—We pride  ourselves as being the pinnacle of creation, yet I probably guess we are actually at the very bottom of the barrel within the animal kingdom when it comes to these traits. What animal cheats, lies, betrays, kills, punishes, its own to a point of extinction? —And other animals as spirit gently reminds me here.  Plus I have to add a rather important  sad point—which is that we actually do it being fully conscious of the facts and of the outcomes. One could actually forgive the behaviour if consciousness was not involved—we forgive children. As Christ said on the cross, “Father forgive them for they not know what they do”.  But He was wrong—for we know, yet we do it.  All with full intention to each other. Yes—and we do this on all levels, -personal as well as public levels in life.

Other animals only do it to a very small degree with regarding their survival, but man does it for selfishness, for power, for comfort, for pride—for satisfaction of ego.  Maybe it is a survival mode, but if that is the case—then it begs the question—who is more evolved spiritually in the animal kingdom? Who has less expression of ego?  Who behaves in less animal fashion? Who carries more light in their spirit? Who radiates more love—us? Or the less evolved animals?