Heart & Soul

I have to say one thing about your regard for —heart and soul is not what one would call; ”or spiritual ”—however  all in the name of spirit. Not that I am an intellectual giant like yourself, however I am deeply disturbed, disappointed and offended by your behaviour. I did not deserve it at all--neither do you for what all this has started. 

You really think that this will actually progress either you or I ahead, hardly—all is written almost as a sacrifice for love, in the code of “love” according to you, by you. How mistaken you are.—Ah so sweet your website, so holy, so spiritually educating. Though—it would be of benefit to actually live the words. Don`t you think?  The loving—philosophical, spiritual writer, the saintly minister, the enlightened yogi, "souls"director, the enlightened  one with the “Buddha nature”—You who has destroyed all that is good, holy and sacred, worthy, godly within us, in the name of ego—meaning your over inflated one. I have no idea how or why I can love you the way I do. You have betrayed me in every possible way, soul and spirit wise –betrayed us, sold us  for less than 30 pieces of silver. I most definitely hope it was worth it.  There is no escape as to the re-percussion, I know there is, or will be. But--I have come to terms with it, I accept the will of God, as I always do--it is always for the best.

Really—God is playing a huge joke on me—but you as well, equally. Trust me you may think you are immune but you are not in the least.  God must be laughing in heaven regarding both you and I. We wilfully and knowingly have destroyed all our soul connections to each other-- have had a deep soul-connections and we were tested, and we failed the test. 

You, the super mental genius—a full page,--your counterpart and totally in the opposite extreme  a most brilliant light, but an empty page, though—as I see I wonder whom is really whom as you both seem to be interchanging positions. At times I am confused and wonder what is the lesson here for me/?—Or for all three of us? Maybe it is balance for me—for you is to downgrade a bit—and for the other to upgrade a bit- in a way also to reach and find to find that balance also. Thus all three of us are within this circle of transformation, of change of ascension to a higher plane.