From my favourite "channel"

The Light/Dark Balance

 

Drama, anger, frustration.  There's a lot of it.  So when you leave this room, how much of that are you going to participate in?  It depends upon the duality, doesn't it?  If you are a Lightworker, a lighthouse on this planet who changes the balance of light everywhere you walk, then you're going to be given immediate power over anger, frustration and drama.  Power over it!  
 

  Now, you can't change the people around you.  You just can't.  They will flail and do whatever they want to and they may go into anger and drama.  They may even try to push your buttons,.  I think you know who I'm talking about.  I know who's here and who is reading.  They'll do it in order to get control over you, and if they can affect you, you've fallen for it, haven't you? 
 

  If a person can get dramatic, if they can get angry enough, if they can push your buttons, then they just won the light/dark battle.  For years, this has been a struggle because the balance of dark and light has always teetered in the middle of balance, but so often favored the dark.  The dark was easy and blind.  
 

  During these years, the Lightworkers had to work hard to gain the upper hand for themselves, so they would not be affected by the other.  I hope you understand what I'm saying.  It has been an upstream swim for the Lightworker!
 

  Now, however, energy is being delivered to you as this earth shifts, which is going to make if far easier for you, the Lightworker, to be in control of your emotions, no matter what is around you.  Then you can stand there with all the angels on your side, while others try all they want to affect you, but you won't need to react.  
 

  I challenge you to do this, for there'll be those of you who walk into the workplace in a couple of days and may have a challenge.  It is the way of 3D.  The old balance will still be there trying to assert itself in an old way, not being aware that you've changed.  So what will your reaction be?  Can you begin to take your power?   

 

~ KRYON, through Lee Carroll

 

 

 

 

Sad tale indeed

This is the story of a dear friend-a tragic story, for he was surrounded by many who loved him-including me. He was the anchor to so many. No one saw what was coming, no one did anything, neither did I.

"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars / But in ourselves, that we are underlings.”

Has it ever happened to you that you see a picture a thousand times and you don`t really see what is staring you in the face? Things happen, and we allow it go by, while we  make excuses, blaming ourselves and agonizing over things that we haven`t really done. We punish ourselves, feel guilty and beat ourselves up-for that which is really the behavior, or the action of an other.  Then suddenly from out of nowhere like a lightening bolt it hits us and we have an epiphany-often far late in the game, or when the game is actually over. We see the truth.
 

You see sometimes when we love someone so very much, that we make them out to be perfect, flawless, magical beings-no one is, nor can anyone live up to that.  Then when things go wrong we judge ourselves instead of facing the truth-which is that the fault lies in this “magical being” that has lost all  sense of direction. This “blind” behavior from us  dosn`t help anyone, none more so than the person who is in the quicksand, sinking fast.  You don`t just cry, or pray over an accident victim who is dying, but you perform  CPR on them. 
 

The sad thing is that even when we see the problem, we have this fear that if we confront the person things will get even more drastic and we will loose the person totally. And we don`t say a word, but eventually we do loose them anyway- as instead of intervening we add fuel to the fire. We enable them in the name of love-which is a total misconception and a tragic lie.  Thus the term is perfectly right, “love, is deaf, blind and dumb”-we give them permission for them to continue their destructive behavior-by being silent, and we are just as guilty of killing them as if we had taken a knife and plunged it into them. 
 

When all has ended-everyone is sorry, and  the blame game starts and we weep over their coffin. So, if you are in a situation as this-say something, do something.  Don`t be an enabler-in whatever the method of choice for the person is leading to their self destruction-and there are many choices: drugs, alcohol, suicide to name a few. The truth is –that they do have their valid reasons-often a deep painful wounding of the soul, it is not just bad behavior, or a disease, or genes. They are just very vulnerable, sensitive souls-often not meant for this harsh, cruel world. Don`t make excuses, don`t be blind, deaf nor dumb.  Intervene-for guilt is an awfully horrible haunting ghost. Help them while there is time-hear their cry, hear their SOS. Perform that CPR if you care or love the person, even if they get angry or mad.

As Nero is fiddling

 

 I guess the face of Nero has changed a bit lately, as he always does-but the story stays the same and it is great optics to state my point. I am just musing on today. Some  days are so, so-but some are just simply great. The reason?-“unkown! Though CNN is spewing all kinds of  imaginable or unimaginable fears, the Russians are livid, Donald Trump has played more golf within his first “hundred days” than Obama in his 8 years, and soon the "young, fat guy" in North Korea will sing-apart form all this, all is OK on the 3^rd planet from the sun.  Reminds me of the story of  when Rome was burning and Nero was fiddling-probably a true tale.

Anyway-for me his was one of those days, when everything seems to go right, and you feel every single beat of your heart , smell the fragrance of spring  and there is this strange sensation of anticipation of something in the air –every nerve in one`s body seems to tingle. Not because I don`t work on Tuesdays, but it was a day filled with sunshine, joy and happiness-perhaps its because it`s “Holy Week”, though this just entered my mind. “The Beach Boys” were right, good vibrations is the best prescription for everything. It engulfs one like a tidal wave, like a drug-would be wonderful to bottle this feeling.

Maybe an other word for all of this is “hope”-of a better future, a re-birth of the planet-unless the politicians and screw it up, which seems at this point to be a tremendous possibility. But-I still have some faith in the human spirit-even though the huge flotilla of US ships are going “full steam ahead” towards North Korea and the world is sliding down on this slippery slope into oblivion.  Call me crazy-but I think that God knows what He is doing, it is not really up to us. So, if the end is here , so be it –I put it all into the hands of Our Blessed Mother, as I do all things, and let Her deal with it.  Life is finite anyway-so why worry about it-and soon after we shall start over again-with a clean slate, maybe we shall have learnt all “them” lessons about love, empathy, forgiveness and compassion. 

We talk so much about love these days-most end each conversation with “I love you”, yet few seems to understand that “love is really a-verb. Words are cheap, “don`t tell me, show me”-if you don`t than you “don`t love me”-is a fact. Neither is love always in the domain of romance-that is the least of it-sure it is wonderful, but very superficial-sure, both together, is wonderful indeed, if at all possible; but how often does a honeymoon last a lifetime. I will tell you: Never! So, we may as well get over this enlightening news.  Though, I have to add this little secret-all marriages are made in heaven, and often end up in hell. As a minister was saying on a show the other day-“first comes the engagement ring, then the wedding ring and then the suffering”. So true.   

What is the message of my note here? The moral of the story?  Well-just enjoy the ride, for better or worse we are in it for the long haul-however long or short that maybe.  And always make sure that you always make “love” a verb-any which way. Namaste.

Inspiration

At times things arrive on one`s doorstep by the strangest of ways, I tend to think it happens when one actually needs it for some known or unknown purpose. God is like that.  This prayer –this time just popped up on TV of all places, not even connected to religion really, but a mention of beliefs and belief systems and how they affect everything. 

Ever since I first read these words from Merton, they greatly inspired me and embraced them as my own. Well, I translate "inspire" being in spirit, which we often also tend to forget in the clutter and stress of our daily lives. 

However, as time went by, for some strange reason I had left it by the wayside, and forgot about it-perhaps because it was not as familiar as the prayers from my childhood, or the ones that I offer up daily. So, once more God intervened, as it often happens, and once more reminded me of Merton`s words. Maybe because it actually pleases Him-as Merton so beautifully stated. I hope it does.

“My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.”

-Thomas Merton, Thoughts on Solitude

The way things are

 As one gets older many views change, maybe that is wisdom or experience-but very few beliefs, ideas are the same as when we were younger.  I suppose-one could call the different “decades” in one`s life as  “passages”.  It is even more profound now as we have access to the internet, and each day we can discover a new subject that interests us-at times one gets so confused for often they are in total contrast with each other. Thus, one needs to disseminate the information in various ways –and each of us interprets it differently.

What I have done is very strongly narrowed down my interest, as one cannot be a master of everything-especially subjects that need years of study and practice. This is even more important in the spiritual field, as that becomes a belief system that is for life. So, I have incorporated many systems into my spiritual life, and have discarded just as many. As I have discarded numerous interesting groups that I have been member of, not because they aren`t correct, but it just dosn`t complement my life or serve my purpose.

There was a time when I thought most sincerely that I could change the world-make  difference, but I have come to the realization that I can only change myself, and my immediate surroundings to some degree. Now, the time has come that I don`t even waste my time by posting things, neither do I spend my time much on Face Book, nor interacting with people on the internet. I realize as so many wiser than I have said-that one finds God within, and without in everything, especially in peace and solitude-not among raging crowds. One can do more in silence than in taking part in making a louder din in the world.  No wonder sacredness is found in solitude and tranquility-as the Dalai Lama claims by meditating 5 hours each day.

I am not a Buddhist, but they have something that we should take to heart “mindfulness”-however as the lyrics of the Italian song claim in  “Occidentali`s karma”-that we are just tourist to the eastern traditions-with our yoga, mantras and meditations. It is just the “in thing” to do these days-often more for show, there are exceptions of course, always are. Spirituality has become an overused word in our vernacular, not really a practice. Very few have woken up, especially many who think they have-most of us are still in deep slumber with regarding to being aware of “our higher consciousness”.

I am saying this because if we really look at the state of the planet-the awful happenings in Syria yesterday and in numerous places in the world, it does seem that the world is not improving in spirituality, compassion, goodness and love, but just the opposite. Sadly-we don`t keep to the mantra of every religion, every belief system in the world where the bottom line of all is “love” and that we are all within an interconnected energy field that encompasses all and everything. Where is this love hiding? Where is compassion found?  Seems non-existent, sadly.

I have seriously decided that I refuse to be a sheep and live accordingly to the following words-

“ I will love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will love the rain for it cleanses my spirit. I will love the light for it shows me the way; yet I will love the darkness for it shows me the stars. I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul. I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge. I will live this day as if it is my last. And if it is not, I shall fall to my knees and give thanks. And do all to the best of my ability. 
 “I was not delivered unto this world in defeat, nor does failure course in my veins. I am not a sheep waiting to be prodded by my shepherd. I am a lion and I refuse to talk, to walk, to sleep with the sheep. I will hear not those who weep and complain, for their disease is contagious. Let them join the sheep. The slaughterhouse of failure is not my destiny.”
―Og Mandino, “The Greatest Salesman in the World”

NWO

 
Conspiracy theorist-call me that. However, I am sick and tired of  all the talking heads of TV, on the pundits who are strictly politically motivated according to party affiliation, I am sick of all the lies they spew out daily.  Politics is strange-more so the humans who are involved in it. Generally I don`t discuss politics here, but sometimes one just has the need to say something. Apart for naming individuals, who run the planet, and I am sure it would surprise some as who I am referring to-not the ones on the stage, but the ones behind who are pulling the strings, the ones who are really in charge of the power.

 We are on the verge of a global transformation. All we need is the right major crisis and the nations will accept the New World Order.”
—David Rockefeller David NWO Banker

 Yes-total slavery. We humans , should be ashamed as we are an embarrassment to our species as to what we actually allow to happen. We believe all the crap, all the brainwashing and the real issues of humanity are swept under the rug. Who cares that the planet is falling apart, who cares that people are dying by the thousands a minute, who cares that we are poisoning ourselves, who cares that a madman is North Korea is more ready than the western world to achieve his agenda and who cares that people are dying of hunger and thirst in a world of plenty. A world inhabited by rap stars who are gods, where the Hollywood elite`s words are sacrosanct, and people built temples to dead rock stars.

 “We are grateful to the Washington Post, The New York Times, Time Magazine and other great publications whose directors have attended our meetings and respected their promises of discretion for almost forty years. It would have been impossible for us to develop our plan for the world if we had been subjected to the lights of publicity during those years. But, the world is now more sophisticated and prepared to march towards a world government. The supranational sovereignty of an intellectual elite and world bankers is surely preferable to the national auto-determination practiced in past centuries.”
—David Rockefeller, Baden-Baden, Germany 1991

 This is what us, the “sheep “ are fed  -as long as the agenda of the “power elite are met”-and as long as the red herrings are floating in the water-like Russia  and similar fish to distract  any one from the truth with logical thinking and who has at least one grey brain cell left.

 Today, America would be outraged if U.N. troops entered Los Angeles to restore order. Tomorrow they will be grateful! This is especially true if they were told that there were an outside threat from beyond, whether real or promulgated, that threatened our very existence. It is then that all peoples of the world will plead to deliver them from this evil. The one thing every man fears is the unknown. When presented with this scenario, individual rights will be willingly relinquished for the guarantee of their well-being granted to them by the World Government.”
–Dr.Henry Kissinger  Henry, Evians, France, 1991

 It is not  totally the survival of the fittest, for even they are squashed-everyone out for themselves; and the saddest part of all that life is so very short-and none of those power hungry global elites will take it with them into the grave. Fear is everywhere, especially fear mongering. Gees- talk about”Revelations”.

 “From the days of Spartacus-Weishaupt to those of Karl Marx, to those of Trotsky, Bela Kun, Rosa Luxembourg, and Emma Goldman, this world wide conspiracy for the overthrow of civilization and for the reconstitution of society on the basis of arrested development, of envious malevolence and impossible equality, has been steadily growing. It played a definitely recognizable role in the tragedy of the French Revolution. It has been the mainspring of every subversive movement during the nineteenth century, and now at last this band of extraordinary personalities from the underworld of the great cities of Europe and America have been gripped.”

—Winston Churchill  1922

Rain

Rain. I love it. It is raining rather heavily today-and it is dark and gloomy-and I can never get enough of it.  I just love rain and dark, cloudy days, probably more than sunny days that are often overpowering. Ever since I can remember I always have loved rainy days. The richness of the rain somehow gives me a sense of security, a feeling of being totally safe for some strange reason. Being cleansed and healed is the feeling I receive from our daily struggles that we each one face. I just adore the wonderful sound pattering on the roof, the reflections of light on the puddles in the street and watching our beautiful small river growing into a huge swirling, raging river twice its size-and twice its speed as it races towards Lake Ontario. I just love this place with all my heart. 

I recall that Thomas Merton had similar sentiments-and wrote numerous references about rain it in his journal entries more than once, except he said it or rather written about it more eloquently. He too loved rains and storms and the solitude that it brought him. He wrote ”the presence of God invades me then”-he would call this a “startling metaphor”. It is true-I feel similarly especially being out of the city, and close to nature. I feel so blessed to experience this awesome, beautiful environment and witnessing this life giving event for Gaia.

I am sure I would love the English weather-rain and the fog. One can just hide and be very inconspicuous and just be engaged in one`s secret thoughts with a cup of warm coffee-and get embraced by a sense of comfort. Strange how we react to certain elements of nature.

Secret thoughts, yearnings, longing. Yes- we all have them, all those hidden, mysterious thought we keep to ourselves-that these times just bubble to the surface. Funny that so many thoughts we never divulge to no one-those are the ones that come to my mind on days like this.

Once a long time ago , I used to say to someone whom I loved deeply whenever it rained to remember  –that “each rain drop carries a kiss from me to you”.  I remember my declaration every time it rains-some statements are embedded in the soul. True.

So-today is days for thoughts, of reminiscence and revisiting sweet memories. As the mind wanders to places long forgotten and dreams long lost. I once read a quote, I forget by whom ”I love walking in the rain for then nobody sees that I am crying”-it is like that sometimes with the human heart.

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