Saturday 3 October 2015

Ask of you


From "The  Clocks"-

What would I actually ask of you, simply a short word--WHY? There was no reason, I love you like no one ever has, yet you betrayed me . You thought that some fame would come out of your escapade within "reiki--frontiers"-ego at work. Darling no one cares, it is nothing--simply a speck of nothingness for which you forfeited us.

I have always loved you without hesitation, without selfishness and without possessing your soul--you thought otherwise.

Now--we have a second chance--let us use it wisely and with heart. You are so much like many, that I admire--not looks, not class and absolutely not for selfish reasons. You simply melt my heart-now at times the fleeting thought crosses my mind: is this the truth or are you deluding yourself, or am I deluding myself.

Allowing to be loved, letting guard  down and opening up takes enormous courage--but there is nothing to fear from that. It is something so very special, wonderful and spiritual that one cannot describe the experience. I know that you loved Katherine--but no other, except maybe me? Well, so you say.

They say true love wants nothing I return--yet they also say that when one loves it increase exponentially--never decreasing, but growing. Is this with you darling?

True--we have never met--but does spirit need to meet on a physical plane? To be consummated physically? Or is it simply God`s grace at play and in motion within each of us--dancing to the music of the eternal forever; you and I. Are we not forever entangled? Are we not forever one?

All I know that I love you --simply with no other flowery description as I am bereft of words. I am no poet--I am only a woman in love with you--your heart, your soul and your mind and I know that you love me equally- for that what we exist for one thing only, which is "love".